I USTA' THINK GETTING HIGH BEFORE SCHOOL WAS COOL!I USTA' THINK BEING A GANGSTER OR HUSTLER WAS THE BEST OCCUPATION IN THE WORLD!
I USTA' THINK BEING REAL... MEANT BEING POOR!
I USTA' THINK DRESSING NICE...MEANT BEING SOFT!
I USTA' THINK BEING SMART...WAS DUMB!
I USTA' THINK SPEAKING PROPER WAS ACTING "WHITE"
I USTA' THINK ALOT OF THINGS... I COULD GO ON ALL DAY!
WHEN I WAS 13 IT WAS COOL TO DIE YOUNG! ME AND MY FRIENDS THOUGHT IT WAS GANGSTER TO NEVER SEE 18 (yrs old) AND ALOT OF THEM ARE DEAD OR LOCKED UP RIGHT NOW AS A RESULT OF TRYING TO LIVE THAT THOUGHT OUT.
IT'S CRAZY HOW OUR THOUGHTS BECOME US! HOW ARE LIVES ARE LIVED THROUGH OUR THOUGHTS OR A BELIEFS WE HAD THEN OR HAVE NOW.
I USTA' THINK SPEAKING PROPER WAS ACTING "WHITE"
I USTA' THINK ALOT OF THINGS... I COULD GO ON ALL DAY!
WHEN I WAS 13 IT WAS COOL TO DIE YOUNG! ME AND MY FRIENDS THOUGHT IT WAS GANGSTER TO NEVER SEE 18 (yrs old) AND ALOT OF THEM ARE DEAD OR LOCKED UP RIGHT NOW AS A RESULT OF TRYING TO LIVE THAT THOUGHT OUT.
IT'S CRAZY HOW OUR THOUGHTS BECOME US! HOW ARE LIVES ARE LIVED THROUGH OUR THOUGHTS OR A BELIEFS WE HAD THEN OR HAVE NOW.
(U FOLLOW ME?)
FOR EXAMPLE: MY COUSIN JASON GREW UP "RICH" HE HAD EVERYTHING A KID COULD WANT AND MORE. BOTH PARENTS, MONEY & A BIG HOUSE. (WITH A BASKETBALL RIM AND FUCKING POND IN HIS BACKYARD!) ON TOP OF ALL THAT THIS KID WAS SMART, ATHELETIC AND FLY! WE WAS TOTAL OPPOSITES...WELL MAYBE I WAS A LIL FLY'R THEN HIM (LOL!) BUT REAL TALK MY TWO JOB, ONE PARENT, SMALL APT UP-BRINGING WAS NO MATCH! (I'M STILL TRYING TO LIVE LIKE HE WAS THEN... NOW!)
THE POINT IM TRYING TO MAKE IS... ALL JASON WANTED TO DO WAS BE LIKE ME! HE WANTED TO BE... "POOR" (I GUESS?) HE THOUGHT LIVING IN THE HOOD WAS COOL. (BUT I KNEW, LIVING IN THE HOOD JUST MEANT YOU WAS POOR!) JASON WANTED TO SALE DRUGS, CARRY GUNS AND GANG BANG. AND EVENTUALLY HE DID. TO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT... JASON IS NOW DOING 15YRS IN M.D.O.C FOR MURDER!
AND ALL HE TALKS ABOUT IS HIS MONEY, FOOTBALL/BASKETBALL TROPHIES, PERFECT PARENTS & HIS BIG HOUSE! (WITH A FUCKING POND IN THE BACKYARD! LOL!)
I'M JUST SAYING, I USTA THINK...
FOR EXAMPLE: MY COUSIN JASON GREW UP "RICH" HE HAD EVERYTHING A KID COULD WANT AND MORE. BOTH PARENTS, MONEY & A BIG HOUSE. (WITH A BASKETBALL RIM AND FUCKING POND IN HIS BACKYARD!) ON TOP OF ALL THAT THIS KID WAS SMART, ATHELETIC AND FLY! WE WAS TOTAL OPPOSITES...WELL MAYBE I WAS A LIL FLY'R THEN HIM (LOL!) BUT REAL TALK MY TWO JOB, ONE PARENT, SMALL APT UP-BRINGING WAS NO MATCH! (I'M STILL TRYING TO LIVE LIKE HE WAS THEN... NOW!)
THE POINT IM TRYING TO MAKE IS... ALL JASON WANTED TO DO WAS BE LIKE ME! HE WANTED TO BE... "POOR" (I GUESS?) HE THOUGHT LIVING IN THE HOOD WAS COOL. (BUT I KNEW, LIVING IN THE HOOD JUST MEANT YOU WAS POOR!) JASON WANTED TO SALE DRUGS, CARRY GUNS AND GANG BANG. AND EVENTUALLY HE DID. TO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT... JASON IS NOW DOING 15YRS IN M.D.O.C FOR MURDER!
AND ALL HE TALKS ABOUT IS HIS MONEY, FOOTBALL/BASKETBALL TROPHIES, PERFECT PARENTS & HIS BIG HOUSE! (WITH A FUCKING POND IN THE BACKYARD! LOL!)
I'M JUST SAYING, I USTA THINK...
HUGE SHOUTS TO H-H.E.A.T. MAG FOR RECOGNIZING THE REAL!
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